Finding Audrey is one of many books by Sophie Kinsella. I have read some of her books (not
the Shopaholic series..yet) and I'm in love with her stories. When I found this book, I knew I had to read this because of reasons (
that you can read about under
My Thoughts :) ).
The Blurb:
Audrey can't leave the house. She can't even take off her dark glasses inside the house.
Then her brother's friend Linus stumbles in to her life. With his friendly, orange-slice smile, and his funny notes, he starts to entice Audrey out again - well, Starbucks is a start. And with Linus at her side, Audrey feels like she can do things she'd thought were too scary.
Suddenly, finding her way back to the real world seems achievable.
Be prepared to laugh, dream and hope with Audrey as she learns that even when you think you have lost yourself, love can still find you...
My Thoughts:
I loved this novel and for the first time (I guess) I could actually relate to a character. I know I say that about pretty much most of the books I've been reading. I guess I'm good at picking books that I actually enjoy! Anyway...so this book is about Audrey (obviously) and she got few types of anxiety disorders. And this is the reason why I wanted to read this because I got anxiety too. And weirdly enough, we both got
generalized anxiety disorder and
social anxiety disorder. When I read about the things she felt when she was faced with something, I knew what she meant. Of course, I got a 'lighter' version of it than her, but at the same time there was things I could relate to. The way the body tense up, the heart beating faster, the feeling that your whole body is shaking and all don't forget all the things that goes through your head. The only difference was how it all started. She, because of some girls in her class and me, because I felt like a failure at school (if I was lucky I got a 2 + (E+) on most things, maybe a 3(D) on few) and had to take 5 exams after finishing high school because I had failed them. I just isolated myself from everything and everyone, including my bf (we broke up, but are now together again after 2 years :* ).
Ok..so that was a little story about me. I'm not gonna bore you with more of that.
If you want to know more or want to talk about things, then we can do that :). Back to the book!
Most of the story is about her brother (the story's from Audreys p.o.v), Frank, who's a gamer and her mother is all over the place and things that games destroys his brain and stuff.. poor woman. And especially poor Frank! Even I got annoyed at their mother! But it was fun though and the ending was priceless. Seriously, I had no idea that would happen at all! I'm going to try and not spoil so much, but there's one thing that I thought was really sweet and that was Frank's friend, Linus. The way he treated Audrey and how he tried to help her. Like I said in an earlier post, I'm a softy when it comes to people helping and caring about others even though they don't have to. And that's what Linus did. Of course, there was a tiny part where he says something and I couldn't help but to think,
Oh no, do NOT say that! It's not that easy!! If it was
that easy, don't you think she would have done that already??? Trust me, I know... It's not that easy when your whole body tell you to run, and you try and try and
try to calm down but your head won't listen... It just get too much. I was really proud of her too when she tried to do things that she thought she would never do again. Even though it was just small steps. But that's all it takes.
I enjoyed reading this novel, and the explanations around the way she felt was pretty accurate. Apart from the anxiety, I laughed, and cheered, and got annoyed (the mother and that little sentence that came from Linus), and laughed some more.
Yes, this might be about anxiety, but trust me. It's funny, with her mother all over the place getting comically angry at Frank because of a game and just...the whole story. It's great, it's lovely, charming...you name it. If you've read any of Sophia Kinsella's book you know you're in for a great treat!
4/5